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Yesssss please! I’m living for your K-drama!!!!! Did he give you his phone number????

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This ask is about these posts (episode 1) HERE & (episode 2) HERE aka my Kdrama “The Handsome Guy From My Work” lol

TODAY I GOT HIS PHONE NUMBER AND THIS IS HOW IT WENT: 

I woke up early and did my nails the same color as my sky blue dress. I wore high heels and did a winged eyeliner, pink lips and blushed cheeks for my makeup. If I was to define today’s look it will be feminine. In my mirror, I looked fine and then I looked at my heals recalled how my feet will hurt at the end of the day then recalled the tall handsome guy from my workplace and wore them anyway. In the morning I missed my chances to even say hi to him. One time he went out to the bathroom so like a crazy person I took my phone and went out of the hallway. But my stupid self forgot about my purpose of going out there and started talking on the phone with my friend and … he passed me by *facepalm*. When I looked at my hurt feet and my hurt heart I told myself “should I just give up on him what am I even doing?” then I thought again “When was I the type to give up on what I want?”. On the afternoon I felt like calling my friend so I went to the hallway and guess who I found? Him. the song “Youuuu are my destinyyyyy” was playing in the background when I saw him. In my mind, I was dancing the samba but in reality, I was just cutely smiling and talking to my friend. He was talking on the phone. I was talking on the phone. sooooooo when he finished I hang up on my friend asap hahahhahahhahha but I told her beforehand “Sorry If I hang up suddenly I will call you later”. I hang up and said “Sorry” he turned my way “yes?” I answer with a smile after gathering every piece of courage I have “can I have your business card” while trying hard not to blush and turn into a tomato. He says “I don’t have one yet” so I pout hahahhahahhaha OH GOD WHY DID I DO THAT? I AM NOT A BABY. That’s what it gets you to watch compilations of Jimin whining and pouting. But he smiled, maybe he thought it was cute. And he told me I will just give you my contact. In my mind I was doing my winning dance. then he said “my professional number euh let me see” and I slipped in my mind. I was screaming in my head “WHAT THE …” To which he continued saying “I will just give you my personal phone number. My brain cells were singing hallelujah so loud maybe the aliens heard them. So yeah I got his phone number and now what? 

What happened Mimi? Why was your day like a k-drama?? I hope it’s in a good way 💓💓

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MY LIFE IS PLAYING WITH MY EMOTIONS I SWEAR

So today I wore this cute black dress with some flower pattern. for my makeup, I went for a winged eyeliner and red lips. As for my nails a pretty green similar to the color of the petals. I received many compliments wearing it. I felt pretty and confident. so it seemed good even for a Monday but what made it special (aside from meeting my boss first thing in the morning) It was talking to the handsome guy.  So we have this sort of glass between our departments and there is no way for us to talk without all the eyes looking at us so all we can do is glance at each other from the distance and say hi with a smile. Thus, apart from the morning ‘Hello’ we barely got to share, his charming smile and my heart skipping a beat or two there were no hope for us to have some “us time” to meet properly and know about each other (recall how I forgot his name I am that hopeless). Yet, something like destiny helping us happened. I was in the elevator going down when he appeared. I quickly opened the elevator’s door we shook hands while I was IN the elevator and he was OUT of the elevator, as soon as I wanted to ask for his business card AKA get his phone number … the elevator closed and I was going down. I was so baffled by the situation and dumbfounded I started laughing … it felt like those dramas where impossible meetings and farewells keep happening. I JUST FREAKING WANT HIS PHONE NUMBER GAH any ideas friends? 

I am probably late with this but i didn’t have the courage to write you lol. I am having a hard time lately. Everyone seems to know what’s going on in their life and me (at 25)… i am just struggling to find a purpose so i don’t feel like crap anymore. I started looking into teaching english abroad because i need to get out of this place if i want to heal, but i am scared af. I am tired of always being depressed so i get more depressed, blaming myself. So yeah, this is how my days go by

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Tell Mimi about your day

Listen, my dear. 

We all have our own pace. Stop comparing yourself to others and making your life dreadful. You are scared of going away but aren’t you more scared of staying in the same situation. Aren’t you more repulsed by the idea of being depressed the rest of your life? Change is hard and moving on takes courage. You survived 25 years so you pretty much endured the emo phase the teenage struggle the taste of adulthood. You endured more than what you think and did more than what you think so why are you belittling yourself? You are still young and life is waiting for you to be made new so don’t kill a future and act like you know it all before it happens. If there is an opportunity jump into it. If you fail to stand up and run again. If you are hurt wait for it to heal with time but it will heal no matter what as long as you want to. As long as you fight to … as long as you continue to have faith. Don’t say your days will always be the same. I wish you the best dear and I am cheering for you. I hope you will become an amazing teacher that will guide the future generation and tell one day your story and say “I was so low, I saw no hope but one day I stood and run and never ever looked back since then”. Wishing you the best of luck and I will always be here to support you. All love ^^