AIRPLANE PT.2: What country do you want to visit the most?
I would love to go to every country my dear friends from the internet are from and meet them and meet you and your sister. But I am so busy this year so I will probably travel nowhere. My airplane mode is pretty useless rn hahahha. So “I don’t know I don’t know I don’t know I don’t know”
As a kid, I was so weird (I still am lol) when many dreamed to be doctors, astronauts, lawyers, be like their dad or mom … I just wanted to be loved. My dream was to receive genuine love from people. I was too kind as a kid and people mistook my kindness as fakeness or were using me then throwing me away. And it seemed like nothing to adults at the time because it was just like using my favorite crayons and never giving them back (but crayons were my treasure at the time) or breaking my favorite toy and never saying sorry or stealing my beloved story then coming with a lie that it disappeared. Adults called it “it’s just kids thing”. But I was being used and felt lonely at such a young age. At the age of 9, I still recall writing on a paper “I just wanna be loved why is it so easy for everyone and so hard for me? I just want some real friends? why does everyone hate me? Should I just disappear?”. At the time my parents weren’t as understanding as today and my bigger family didn’t like me because as a child I was quite smart and outsmarted them, so tricks that you would do on kids wouldn’t work on me. They will in front of me say in another language that I already mastered “what an unwanted kid” … it hurt.
But I am happy now and very loved by many so you can say I found my paradise and my dream did come true. Also, I learned that you can’t be loved by everyone and that you need to be yourself so that people who will love you for you will appear ^^. Now I am all shy after sharing this
(2/2) to say is that I want you to be the very first person I come out to. so hello, my name is g and I’m bi. wow, that was easier than I thought. thank you for being there for me. you are the shining light in my sometimes very dark life. so thank you. thank you so much just for existing. |END of the ask|
DEAR, Thank you and I am so proud of you. I promise you I teared up. That must have taken you so much courage. I know some friends who went through depression trying to figure out their life and sexuality but they are happy now so I hope you will be even happier someday. I just want to tell you that you are beautiful and perfect the way you are and that if you are scared of your surrounding to accept you there are people out there like me who will take you just the way you are. Also if you want to be friends just send me a nonanon ask ^^. Have a great day/night.