Read if your day is gray it might turn pink after this:
There are days you feel gloomy. There are days you feel all happy. But there are days you wish to be joyful but you can’t. You try to smile but you lips refuse to bend. Your emotions are blue and your world is gray. You try to find a color in it but there is just the black that pops out. In days like those people tells you to go out and talk to a friend. But how to tell them that your feet do not listen either. That all you want to do is crawl in a corner and not even see the light. In days like those, the only savior from yourself is yourself. And let me tell you why. Today I had one of these days. I didn’t believe in going out or meeting anyone. Like I didn’t even wanna see my reflection in the mirror. All I wanted was a dark room and luminous rectangular piece of technology to hold on to and forget the world. It is easy to fall into endless darkness and it doesn’t fade away because you are running away. So did I stand in my comfort zone. Of course not. I wore my best clothes, did my best makeup and wore some fancy sunglasses and went out to another city. There I saw people I never have seen before. I went to places I have never been before and I made memories rather than regrets and dark ideas. A day that I judged doomed was actually a pretty fantastic day. It only took me to take some courage and some steps outside. Why am I writing this? Because you might be in a dark room in front of your screen scrolling to forget. But even if you overlook the moment will you erase the present and change the future? You are just adding a mess to the past. So listen, dear. If it starts as a bad day don’t let it end as one. The darkness might never leave but you can leave it behind and choose to see the light or make your own.
