I’m a closet army and bts came up in one of my classes and my teacher asked who is a fan and some kpop fans in my class declared they didn’t like bts and I clamped up. I got so scared of being judged for liking them.

Dear, It is ok to feel scared of being judged. Not everyone is naturally courageous. But just so you know. These people are telling these things mostly because they don’t know anything about BTS. I was the type to always say what I like without having shame and I told myself. What if I get judged it’s not like I am committing a crime. I am just liking what makes me happy. And when asked why do I like them I simply answer: They make me happy have you ever found something that does have this effect of you. Well, I did and then smile with my most genuine smile. What people search so eagerly for in this world is happiness and us ARMYs tasted some of it thanks to BTS. Then later if I get the opportunity and get aksed but what makes you so happy I will talk about them in details. So don’t be shy dear. Take it slow and easy. One day you will be able to voice out your thoughts.

I hope you’re having a great day Mimi! ^_^ 💜

I hope you are all taking care of yourselves. Did you drink water? If no go have some. Are you sick? Did you see a doctor do you at least have medicine? Go rest at least dear. Did you sleep tonight or is insomnia hitting you again? I hope you can dream of happy things and have a full night of sleep. How is your family doing? Are you on good terms with them. Do you have friends? Did you contact them lately? If not I can be your friend. Are you in a relationship? I hope it is not a draining one. Always remember to love yourself well. 

Each day I think of these things and think of you. Are you ok? I hope you are. If not here is my hand. Hold it. I will try to cheer you up even just a tiny bit through my words and posts.